不管开心也好，伤心也好，我都会经过这里。。
只要双腿累了，心灵累了，人好累的时候，
我都选择世界上的这个角落坐下，歇息，沉思。。
我，是真的累了，但我不想回家！
所以选择留下，再多待一会儿，
比较好。。此时，幸亏有纸和笔，
让我一笔一画的写出我内心的世界！
这里很好啊！
像是我独处的避风港。。
我知道这里不会有认识我的人出现，
只有与我檫肩而过的陌生人同在。
至少还有人在，我并不会孤单，有人在就好！
在这里，可以选择不开口也没人说不礼貌，
因为大家都只是路过的而已。。
刚才突然听到那熟悉的脚步声，
还好希望是你！
可是不抬头，都知道不会是你。。
因为你不可能会知道这一个属于我的角落。。
我默默的佩服我那一颗小小的心，
不管有多忙，有多累，
都会留下一个空间 － 想你！
我不知道我现在捧着的是什么样的幸福，
但我相信只要相信，
就会有幸福！
p.s.
你会在世界那一个角落重遇我？
然而天涯茫茫，
那个所谓的角落在那里？
你是否知道。。？
这是一条我每天都必须走过的乡间小巷。。
看似很简短的小巷，但是每天反来复去的来回走着，
怎么走都好像走不完，走不到。。
好像很长，很遥远。。
这小巷看似没有终点，
所以不管我付出的努力有多少，
都到不了 ‘目的地’！
此时的心情，跟随着树上的落叶 － 飘浮着！
我痴痴的等。。
等着一个 ‘空’！
换来的只有一个 ‘虚’！
我想，有一天我会离开这儿，
但却会留念着这个孤独的无名小巷。。
因为，在我最寂寞的时候，
有落叶的陪伴。。
p.s.我想，你要的自由，我会通通归还； 而我要的自由，我会自己去争取！
I used to play with this young little guy since the day he was born.
I was not quite remembered him for the first few years when he was born as I was very young too at that time =) He is only one year younger than me. Hence I cannot take good care of him. Instead of that I fought with him for toys but most of the time we played together!
Yes, he used to be my playmate all the times! We shared secret, we betrayed each other in front of parents, we went to the same school and we cycled together to school every early morning! However, we don’t study together for most of the time, I studied for him =P He is not a book worm while he hates books and words. I failed to teach him what I’ve learned and ended up, now we are in our different path of life. Yet, he is still my beloved brother!
I saw a guy just now when I was on my way home. He just stood beside me in the LRT, he walks like my brother, his side angle looks like my brother, his style looks like my brother, his hair cut and dye looks like my brother, his working suit looks like my brother, and even his working shoes look and sound exactly like my brother ones! Most similarly, he was holding a soft drink bottle (1.5 litre) which contains of drinking water like my brother dos!
Awwwwww……..I know I miss my little brother already. I wish so much that he could be here. I wish somebody close to be with me right here at the lonely town! As I hate the one who is staying together yet a SELL-FISH B****! I miss to have my family here so much! But can I?
Sigh, come back to the real world and it could be cruel. For those who can study, they are heading to the professional field; while for those who hate theories, they are going to technical field or some skillful works. That is why we are separated now. Yet to tell myself that I am not a professional man now but we both have the different dreams though we were raised up same. Because of a tough character of myself, due to the stupid education, career, hopes and dreams, I’m here ALL ALONE!
I miss the brother who can always listen to me when I needed an ear to complain. I miss the brother who can lends me his shoulder to cry on while I was crying. I miss the brother who offers hugs and tissues when I was almost collapsed. I miss the brother who can shares everything with me. I miss the brother who accepts all my friends and being friendly with them. I miss the brother who can’t speaks good English but force himself to speak it with my friend who can’t speak mandarin! I miss the brother who knew himself that he don’t likes books and found himself a job that he thinks fit for him. I miss the brother who is willing to create surprises just to make me smile! (I remember the purple tomato that you’ve won back still!) I miss the brother who is willing to treat our parent movies and great meals occasionally with his minima salary. I miss the brother that can helps me to take good care of my parents right now while I am away from home… sigh, I miss you ah tat! I really really miss you very very much!
Thank you my sweet little brother! I believe your hard work and effort would be pays off one day in the future soon. I love this little brother and I sincerely wish him all the best. I thank god for such a good brother in my family and life. I’m proud to have him as my little brother. Those laughter, sharing, pains&tears, fights, surprises, tricks and adventures that make our bond grows stronger today and they made a sweet memory in life! I appreciate our sister-brother-hood so so much, really!
p.s.
Sorry for not talking much with your girlfriend. Sorry for being so jealousy all these time. Give me time to accept someone who shares my brother’s love away =P I’m a jealous ass as u always knew?
Eh, I thought I saw someone who looks like your girlfriend too just now! What a coincidence that can be happened in a day that I saw you “both”?! Lol..
什么是自己人？
是同姓的？是有血缘关系的？是亲戚。。
它的笔画简单，但往往人际关系都很复杂！
“大家都是自己人，不要客气；有难同当，有福同享”
这句话，好熟，对吧？
自己人，他们都应该是好人。。我一直都这么认为！
可是上天有时候就非可要跟天真的人儿 － 开玩笑！
自从懂事以来，就看清了这个世界的不完美。。
老天爷的玩笑，让我们不再傻，也长大了。
不管怎样都好，
我依然念着那种 ‘关系’。。
我依然很保守的想着，有今生没来世！
我依然去珍惜每一个你们！
就算不领情也罢。。
请不要一次一次的踩伤那抱有一丝希望的心灵！
那样子，这真的让人很想放弃只有名份上的 ‘自己人’ 。。
无数次的失望，
夜里的眼泪，
心寒及心酸。。
够了，
真的够了。。
p.s.为什么我身边都出现了这么多不是 ‘自己人’ 的好人？他们甚至可以比自己人还要好一百倍！我真的很感激会有这么好的人出现，然而他们与我同在着！如果您也正在读着我这一页的文字，我想，您懂，您就是其中一位！ =)
小妮子，我，今天背了有十公斤重的重物。。回家，感觉好悲！
心灵上的2.5kg; 经济上的2.5kg; 加上免费书包里的8本module 5kg ！
体格矫小，如此的重量，真的很至命。。
走了好长好远的路，都好象不会到家门口，真的好累人。。
又重，又累，又下起雨来，天怎么不做美？
下雨天，天黑快，路上的橙灯加上如此费力的重量，拿我的命好了。。
头好痛，就快要昏迷街头时，又突然告诉自己，一定要留下这个贱命，决不能向命运低头！
但是，
背真的好痛，肩真的好酸，双手也就感觉到麻畀得快要断掉了。。真的好苦（虽然不是药）！
所以，这种折磨人的痛，不会是苦口良药，而是会让小妮子矮上加矮，就快要变成小矮人了啦！！
p.s.便走便气自己，如果这次过不了，就会把自己咬死！好委屈。。 ：’（
But thanks god for answering the prayer yesterday! At least, there still a reason for me to smile in the dark!
熬过了很blue很blue的星期一。。
到了该睡的时刻，竞然眼睁睁的不想把双眼闭上！
闷气很多，
阻塞在心里；
不想入睡，
是因为不舍得停止想念你。。
真的好想念，好想念你！
昨天，回来时就好不舍得。。
不争气的眼睛，明明就好想泪流了。。
还好理智的大脑停住了眼珠的水儿。。
因为只有这样，大家才不会更加难过。。
但是，那时候的内心是已经哭得不能自己了！
如果世间上有卖一种可以看到内心世界的眼镜，那就很好了。。
至少很多肉麻无法言语的心里话都会被看见。。
至少当我哭到闯不过气来的时候，你还可以明白我心中的不舍与爱！
至少我不须再去问你，你爱我吗？
想念，
会很痛，
这是真的！
p.s. 就算是傻瓜，也罢！
